Do you ever feel as if you cant even roll outta bed? have a shower or even speak? I do...almost every day. I first realised something wasnt rite about 4 or 5 years ago, and since then it hasnt gotten betta. I dont know why it is that im here or what i need 2 do. I feel so useless all the time and spend all day in my pjs, thats if i havent slept all day. the doctors tell me i have panic attacks, depression and i may even have bi-polar, but i dont know coz i dont have a regular doctor. im on medication but i feel as if it makes me more tired and i couldnt be bothered doing anything. My mother also thinks i have an eating disorder coz i have lost over 40kgs in the past year, i live back at home with my mum now. Ive lost everything and feel as if im useless........i live in a small town where i cant find help. What do i do before i cant handle it anymore??? 
I cant have a regular doctor because of where i live. There is a hospital but doctors are always different because they cant find a doctor willing to live here. Therefore I can get my perscription filled for my medication but thats about all. I believe there is something wrong with me. my medication is eflexor-xr 75mg twice a day and i have been taking it since december last year. And as if my life isnt bad enough at the moment one of my pets passed away and ive had him for 6 years and at times he was the only reason i was alive. So i feel very empty at the moment, it took me 6 hours just to get the box he was in into the ground and covered.
Post Edited (SadlyCandice) : 8/3/2009 8:35:01 AM (GMT-6)