Hi xela, yes you are not alone... I feel that way all the time... Im here for support too .. Its like you are my cloan.. This is a blog i wrote about
myself on another website(((IM A FUN LOVING PERSON... IM NO BETTER THAN YOU...I LIVE, LAUGH, LOVE , AND DANCE WHEN I CAN ... I CRY TOO...I GIVE MORE THAN I PROBABLY SHOULD... I DONT EXPECT ANYMORE THAN I GIVE... MOSTLY I GET LESS... BUT I DONT EXPECT MORE...I HAVE HAD TO UNDERSTAND THINGS IN LIFE THAT IS SO DIFFICULT FOR ME TO DO... BUT IM STILL WORKING ON IT... I ENJOY BEING AND DOING THINGS BY MYSELF... I HAVE MORE FUN THAT WAY...I AM A TRUE FRIEND.. I KEEP MY WORD AND PROMISES...MY MOTTO IS SOME DAY...BUT SOMETIMES SOME DAY IS NOT SO EASY TO SEE...I HAVE GOD ON MY SIDE AND SOME DAY HE WILL HELP ME SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF MY LONG DARK TUNNEL... I KEEP THE FAITH...AND I CHARISH LOVE ... AND MY FRIENDS.. I HAVE THE BIGGEST HEART IN THE WORLD.. I FEEL THATTHE SEXIEST THING A MAN CAN GIVE TO A WOMAN IS HONESTY!!! .AND I FIND THAT WHEN I GET HURT I USUALLY BRING IT UPON MYSELF... IM WORKING ON THAT TOO... MY WALL IS COMMING BACK UP SLOWLY BUT WHEN I FINISH BUILDING IT, IT WILL BE SO STRONG...AND THEN I WILL BE COMPLETE ONCE AGAIN..BUT MOST OF ALL I HAVE GOD ON MY SIDE AND FOR NOW HE IS MY WALL.. ))) Sorry for the cap lock.. I copied and pasted..i do understand how you feel and just last weekend a friend helped me on a partion of it... He said I should love myself first.. Look out for your own heart... protect yourself... when life throws you a negative find 5 positives about
it... it really seems to help. although I do find myself slipping at times, so I call him back and ask for reassurance... I t really works hun... xMARIEx
Edit:
Hello Marie, Your cap locks are on again. Also please review the rules regarding your signature line:
19. No lengthy signatures. Limit signatures to 10 lines or less. Moderators will edit and/or remove signatures that are too long.
I do believe your quote in your signature line is more then 10 lines............that includes all lines and spaces.
Thank you so much,
Kitt
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 9/14/2009 9:58:33 PM (GMT-6)