Plz any one? ):

  Well not to long ago I was a preatty happy teen. Enjoyed playing sports, going out w/ my GF and friends, and liked getting good grades because it made me feel good,but out of nowhere now i just feel like i get good grades to make my parents feel that i care but deep inside i really dont, cant seem to have any emotions torwards any one around me at all. I see my mom crying when im off  and really feel no pitty, I just fake my emotion, and seem to be crying when im just doing it to seem like a normal kid, I fake a  smile when my friends laugh again just to feel normal. Tought money would make me happy, and sex but they never filled me up,, The made me feel good but deep inside i feel SO empty like if i had no purpose at all. Have a Wealthy life or not my life is going to feel the same, have loving parents or not still feel like nothing will change, seems that id be all better 1 day if  just fell asleep and never to wake up so i wouldnt feel this emptyness:l

Idk if this is the right place or not to be saying  this, but i really hope some1 could help me, or just let me know whats wrong w/me,,

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 12/16/2010 8:18:12 AM (GMT-7)

Money can't buy happiness. That is what I have always heard. I think you should check out counseling and see where that takes you.

Best wishes.

Hugs, Karen

manny i am exactly the same everythign u said there is waht i think about my self im 15 turnign 16 in a month and i was a very out going guy i have a 4wd boat moto and push bike i used to go to do kick boxing 2 nights a week go out almost ever arvo riding and swimming but everythign has gone down hill. i have been on medication for about a year now this is my second med cymbalta i am on atm my life is very confusing. school got to the point of me having break downs and massive anger snaps i had to leave and so i got an apprenticeship. i had a girl friend and a group of friends we always hung out chillen around camping on the beach or partys but she broke up with me and after that everythign has gotton worse and worse the group is not as it was before and being freidns is very hard for me and i feel its all my fault. latley i cant notice any difference to when i wasnt on my meds not wanting to be around people and i cant sleep much i have been up since 12:40am this morning just walking around and crying. its only 6 days till christmas and i have no excitement for it like i just want to be happy again it feels like it has been so long that i cant remember what happiness was like again im just on here toi say your not the only one, i also see a councilor he is the top recommended of my area and a fair way around.

Edit:  I am sorry we are not allowed to discuss suicide here in the forum. Thank you for understanding.

 

Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 12/18/2010 3:24:12 PM (GMT-7)

agree with karen, tell the dr. everything. then the right treatments and services can be activated. keep strong, jamie

Your problems are surely not from outside,It's from inside,you feel empty because you have not find your passion in life,you have the ability to do everything,you are a social man and everything,just find your purpose of your life,and do it.