Hi. I've noticed there is already a forum topic that already has to do with this one but it is locked and I cannot tell my story. A little background about
my story that I will try to keep as short as possible. I am a 21 year old male, turning 22 this year, and have suffered from acne since I was 15 (not so much now but still). So anyways, about
2 months ago i started a cycle of something that sounded like Doxycycline but wasn't, I forgot what it was called but apparently as my derm told me its just an alternative to doxy if doxy doesn't work, or vice-versa. Anyways, after a few weeks acne was getting worse, so I went back and my doc prescribed me doxy which I have been taking for a good 3 weeks now, maybe more I'm not sure. Over the time when taking the first prescribed medication that I explained, I began feeling a little depressed, but nothing out of the ordinary cause I am always depressed about
acne. After stopping that medication because it wasn't working, i switched over to Doxy and here I am now more depressed than you can imagine. I took a few weeks off of work cause I told my manager I was depressed (he is my friend so he understood). I am doing a 1 year course Sound Engineering and I am not excited at all about
it anymore. I feel worthless, I have frequent thoughts of suicide, everything including things I love bore me, I often just go in my bed and lay down, sometimes sleep during the day. I don't go out anymore (I didn't do anything this new years, I visited family for a few hrs then went home). I know some people are gonna say (you already feel depressed from acne, so it must be that). No it really isnt because that feeling I normally feel about
my krappy acne, is a different feeling than what I'm feeling right now. Basically my acne right now isn't what's bothering me. I honestly have no idea what it is. It is a depressive heavy feeling in my chest that omits off feelings of worthlessness... I can't explain it... I don't know what to do anymore I would appreciate someones opinion. I hate my life... ugh
PS - I tried to keep it short. I don't talk to anyone about
my problems... that could be why this turned out to be longer than I wanted.
Post Edited (mrcantcatchabreak) : 1/16/2011 9:59:10 PM (GMT-7)