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Posted 3/7/2011 1:46 AM (GMT 0)
There's so much to deal with, and so little time..

 

There's tons of anger and sadness and...just well, emptiness inside of me.

I wanna go back to...but I'm afraid it'll end up like it did last time. .___.

Which, in the end, will only bring me more' dramaa. D:<

 

I've tried whatnot, but they only lasted so long..

The sadness and depression just came back that much quicker.

 

I once in a while and drink, but..that doesn't get me anywhere either.

 

I just...I want everything to go away, and stay away..and just let me seethe in pain alone.

 

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/6/2011 7:21:32 PM (GMT-7)

Posted 3/7/2011 2:30 AM (GMT 0)
Hi Nemo,

Welcome to the HealingWell depression forum, but please read forum rules. I had to edit your post. But it sounds like the things that you are doing could be helping to depress you. I know that you look at them as outlets, but in the long run, they are depressants and that just makes you more depressed afterwards.

Do you seek any counseling? I really think that it would be a good idea. Something is causing you to be unhappy or you wouldn't be trying to alter your mood. Maybe you could get things sorted out.

Also, don't be surprised if your username gets changed. I don't know if Administration will fee it is appropriate. I think you can change it yourself if you would like to do that.

Maybe you could find a new hobby, or interest. Something that would occupy your mind. Give yourself small goals to attain. Start out slowly. Maybe do some walking. That is good for the mind and soul. I hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
Posted 3/7/2011 2:52 AM (GMT 0)
May I just suggest do not drink if you are in a not-s0-good place. I have been there with alcohol, and it was NOT pretty.

Please hang in there
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