I do ignore them but it is hard to go through the day with no one to talk to and the kids who I can talk to don't like any of the things I do and thats where I run into my problem. My entire life (I am not exaggerating) has been filled with people lying to me and just disappoint. My mom promised me when i was 9 and they were fighting that she and my dad would never divorce. That one lie changed how I looked at everyone and everything. In 8th grade i was one of the popular kids in my class but immediately after football started in the bigging of this school year, it all went downhill. The girls who used to like me started making fun of me with the boys about
very personal things I had told them about
. At home I just sit upstairs and cry most of the time because it feel like no one even cares about
how they affect me. I just feel like the rest of my life will be one big failure and that I can't avoid it. When I was in 8th grade, I started to date this girl and we had a great time together. When my parents divorced I wanted to spend more time away from home and also less time with her. Long story short, we broke up and almost never talk to each other. She goes to a separate high school and has a new boyfriend but I still with I hadn't treated her the way I did. about
3 weeks ago I hung out with this kid who is new to our freshman class. We went to a movie and instead of going outside we went to the back where some other kids that I knew were.
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