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Posted 3/18/2011 9:11 PM (GMT 0)
no matter what i do i can never be good enough for what people expect me to be. i have been abused as a child and still until i was 17 years old. i have tried many ways to escape the pain. i have smoked (cigarettes) for 2 years, drank alcohol. i had been placed away for a week into hospitalization for my actions. i stopped taking my meds because i wasnt feeling any better. it has just worsened now i try talking to people but it just doesnt help me. i feel i would be better off dead. i have recently  which i never did that  before. i feel so depressed and i think i should be placed back into hospitalization but i cant afford it and i dont know what to do. i used to be happy in my relationship with my boyfriend too but i dont know if things are the same i feel like its different i am scared of being alone. he says im not gonna lose him but he works during the week and then is busy during the days i barely get to see him and sometimes i feel like he only wants sex but i know that its now true i really don't know what to do anymore cuz  HELP ME please

I am so sorry but I had to edit your post as we are not allowed to discuss suicide or self harm.

Please call somebody to talk to or the er.  call 911 if you feel you have to.  You may need to do a hospital stay and get back on medications.  Please talk to somebody.  I have posted some sites and numbers for you to contact...  Hugs, Karen

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/18/2011 3:35:54 PM (GMT-6)

Posted 3/18/2011 9:32 PM (GMT 0)
Hello Twistedchick,

I would like to welcome you to the depression forum and also let you know that somebody here does care.  I will have to edit your post but wanted to post to you right away so that you know that you are cared about.  Here are a few sites that might help you.

National Suicide Hotline
1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.

Helpful Web Sites:
Suicide Hotlines (listed by state)
Suicidal.com (includes Suicide Crisis Center and Depression and Suicide)
SuicidalTeens.com

http://www.selfinjury.com/index.html

I want you to know that you don't need to worry about pleasing others all of the time.  You are a human too.  You need to please you.  I don't mean selfish or anything like that.  I just mean to love yourself and do good things for yourself. 

I want to get this out to you now.  So I am going to stop here and post this.

Take care, keep posting...

Hugs, Karen

 

Posted 3/19/2011 10:15 AM (GMT 0)
we do care. sending healing compassionate prayers your way. jamie.

can your dr. help you with getting into some counselling? i feel it will help. does me. jamie

keep strong.
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