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Posted 9/20/2011 12:53 AM (GMT 0)
My name is Drew and I am 17 years old... I have been dealing with mental issue for about 3 years and this year have been the hardest and I don't know where I have my head half of the time and that and I'm scared of what I am thinking some of the time because I get myself in serious situations that are harmful to myself...

I've been having a rough few months and that because I had been putting up with my parents crap and abuse that they have given towards me and that and I had gotten sexualy assulted by my boyfriends and hit and called nasty things from him in April and I had moved out of my parents house and I was in a mental hospital for aboutg 5 months and another program that I am in for 4 months or so..  I'm scared of my parents and I'm scared of the guy that hurt me and I live around them and I don't know what to do?? I've been feeling really low and it's really, really low and I'm thinking bad thoughts in my head and I attempted twice and I really feel that i don't want to be here I rather be gone because I think that alot of poeple would think it was better if I was gone :( I don't know what to think anymore I have flashbacks of the inccidents and they seem so real and scarry to go through 5 times a day or more............    cry

Posted 9/20/2011 3:22 AM (GMT 0)
Here are some resources for you.  Please contact somebody and get some help.  You shouldn't be afraid of being hurt.  You don't deserve that.

U.S. Helplines

National Suicide Hotline

1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)

This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.


NDMDA Depression Hotline | Support Group. 800-826-3632

Suicide Prevention Services Crisis Hotline 800-784-2433

Suicide Prevention Services Depression Hotline 630-482-9696

AAA Crisis Pregnancy Center 800-560-0717

Child Abuse Hotline | Support & Information 800-792-5200

Crisis Help Line | For Any Kind of Crisis 800-233-4357

Domestic & Teen Dating Violence | English & Spanish 800-992-2600

Parental Stress Hotline | Help for Parents 800-632-8188

Runaway Hotline | All Calls are Confidential 800-231-6946

Sexual Assault Hotline | Up 24/7 - In English & Spanish 800-223-5001

Suicide & Depression Hotline | Covenant House 800-999-9999
Nineline | Teen Peer Support: http://nineline.org/

I hope you are okay...

Hugs, Karen

Posted 9/20/2011 6:40 PM (GMT 0)
Hi chansull Yeah I'm at a program called Act and it's adolecent center for treatment and there is a social worker there that i am abel to talk to i see her once a week and I get emotional when i talk about these things because I don't want to remember any of this crap.... No he is not my boyfriend but he's making it seem like my fault to my friends and the people that I go to school with and thank you for the numbers that I can call Karen :) thanks for applying to my emails you helped alot...
Posted 9/20/2011 6:46 PM (GMT 0)
Oh honey, somany woes and so young...my heart goes out toyou...you definitely need a safe place for your body and your mind...get away fromall these toxic people...you are an amzing, beutiful unique human with many gifts to offer this world-don't ever forget that!!

Maggie
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