I just wanted to make a comment about the weight issue. I know how you feel although I've never been big. I've always had serious body image issues. When I look in the mirror I feel disgusting and I would never be seen in public with a bathing suit on. I don't even like letting my boyfriend see my body. I'm always totally covered up, even in the summer I'll wear a baggy sweatshirt because I think my stomach looks fat. I've been stressing out lately because my brother's wedding is coming up and I'll have to wear a dress. I have a hard time taking compliments too. I started just saying "thank you" and just pretending that I'm a confident person. That makes other people think I'm confident and makes me more likely to actually feel that way. I guess my point is that just losing weight won't make you a happier person. You have to love yourself and be comfortable in your own skin. Exercise is a fantastic way to feel better about yourself. How is the water aerobics going? I always feel much better (and more attractive) after I get in a good workout. Water aerobics is a great way to start since it's so low impact. Adding some light weight training will help boost your metabolism too. It also helps to invest in some cute new workout clothes. It keeps me motivated if I know that I don't have to put on some ugly sweats with paint stains or something.