Why!!!!!!!

hold on my friend. keep posting. a glimmer of light is all you need to regain hope.

with much healing compassion, jamie

keep posting and let us know how you are doin' my friend. jamie.

with healing compassion to you, jamie

Hang in there... You can do this...

I have faith in you. Don't give up!!!

Hugs, Karen

Hey stillme,

I can relate with feeling defeated and on the verge of tears at work... it is not a good feeling. Some days, I just had to let myself cry while I worked- multitasking! I also cried at church this Sunday and was anxious on the way back. I think once it becomes more routine again it will be a bit easier.

I hope your meds start to work out for you- I just started new ones too and it can be a challenge. You are doing great by going to work--- staying home will let you fall into the funk of continuing to stay home. As difficult as it is some days to make it to work, I know I need the routine and "normalcy".

Anyway, I hope things start looking up! It's a tough journey sometimes just making it through the days, but we can do it.

Thanks guys. I emailed psych dr yesterday. She said she would call but if I felt worse to go to the hospital and get the lithium level checked. She mentioned hospital twice in that email and again in the subsequent emal. When we talked we went over the meds..increased to 3OOmg morning and again at noon.

She said with the high dosage of lithium I should be improving. We will see and discuss it Saturday.

Today was better. I took half of the anxiety pill at work and a MUCH better day. The psych dr said I could take a whole one in the morning because the wellbutrin would keep me from getting sleepy. Not sure about that because it sure helps me go nite nite.

Hope everybody is having good days and nights hugs.

If I don't take my anxiety pill before work, I get nauseated and tend to go off on everyone. I'm glad it helped you. Maybe you can try half for a couple more days, then switch to the whole one on your day off so you can make sure it doesn't knock you on your booty?

Best wishes!

Lol Kelsey. I don't need it doing thst now do I.

glad your xmas went well. oh sorry how ya feelin' ex and all mate. it will get better. sorry she feels this way. it sux. it will get better. here for you. jamie

Glad at least that Xmas went well stillme

Meds suck!!! We just have to plow thru all those s/e hoping there is something better at end of tunnel...so discouraging I know but alternative, at least for me, is far worse..i would be back in psych ward in a week

Hang in there and take care
Maggie