Do You Believe..

Do you believe a series of unfortunate events could take what was just minor depression and turn it into something else?

I feel as if my depression has created itself into a figure. It's happened a few times here and there but this morning about 20 till 2am. I woke up and everything felt frozen really cold. But i wouldnt say a solid figure but a figure was over me. Breathing down on me.

I've really been lost and rather out of it. scared without any emotions really. I just feel sometimes things i hear or think i see things which are the result of alot of events within my life.

I still have major paranoia. missed a couple of days last week of school, usually i feel its best to hide it but this morning i just wanted to get some pressure off my chest.


sorry this is sorta a vent i guess..