This forurm is a blessing and i just want to say how grateful I am to have an outlet like this. Being able to type out my feelings and describe my despair is helpful, maybe it's a small thing but anything that gives me a little lift when I'm depressed - I'll take it.
Thanks to all who respond to posts, many of you are very unselfish and never actually start posts. It's very kind of you to help others in this way. It really does make a difference, I've gotten some good ideas here and feel like I'm part of a very kind and caring community.
Thank you all and Keep the faith!