Posted 12/24/2012 5:33 PM (GMT 0)
HELLO TO MY OLD AND NEW FRIENDS. BEEN AWAY FOR A WHILE, BUT STILL THINK about EVERYONE.
THESE LAST FEW WEEKS HAVE BEEN HARD. RIGHT NOW I FEEL AS SAD AS EVER. CAN'T REALLY TALK TO ANYONE BECAUSE THEY THINK I SHOULD BE OVER IT. I HAVE EVEN BEEN HAVING THOSE VERY NEGATIVE THOUGHTS AGAIN. DR GAVE ME SOME NEW MEDS, BUT I WAS AFRAID TO TAKE IT BECAUSE I HAD EVALUATIONS AT WORK AND DIDN'T KNOW HOW THE MEDICINE WOULD LET ME PERFORM. NOW ITS CHRISTMAS AND WIL BE WITH MY FAMILY AND DON'T WANT TO START THE NEW MED BECAUSE I'M NOT SURE OF THE EFFECTS. GUESS I WILL JUST KEEP TAKING THE ANXIETY MED AND HOPE I CAN GET PAST THIS. WILL SEE THERAPIS AGAIN ON THE SECOND. SHE IS NEW AND DOESN'T KNOW ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH. HOPEFULLY MY RECORDS WILL BE SENT TO HER FROM MY PSYCH , SO SHE CAN HAVE INSIGHT INTO WHAT SHE IS WORKING WITH.
HOPE I DON'T GET SO SICK LIKE I DID LAST YEAR THIS TIME. ENOUGH about ME HOW IS EVERYONE ELSE?