sometimes i get into this mood where i get annoyed with everyone and everything. my boyfriend hates it and it ruins our relationship. well, he hasnt told me he hates it, but it seems as though he does. i promised him i wouldnt but i did. and it was because of him...
well, not exactly him in specifics, but just like, because of my dad, pressuring me to be perfect and grow up too fast, and my mom for constantly putting me down, and hormones.
i keep asking my mom to take me to the doctors but she refuses. i think its because she doesnt want to hear that i have depression. when i tried telling them ive been for about a year my mom laughed and my dad said "youre not that kind of person".
dont get me wrong, my parents are great people, but sometimes they make me feel so crapty.
often on weekends i dont want to go out and see anyone unless its my boyfriend. and even then i question if i really want to go or not.
ever since we started dating something inside me has been trying to push him away, and stuff.
i've been . not lately, but the last time was probably around november. maybe october. and i skip school all the time, and i've gotten into (well not really i did them twice) but i just feel so alone half the time because no one understands and i cant get the right words out to explain my brain and i'm scared..Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 3/5/2013 6:09:22 AM (GMT-7)