Mi mom was depressed when I was a kid she verbally an phisicly abusive to me mi entire child hood not to mention she used drugs an popped pills she ddnt take care of me n mi dad before they divorced when I was 13 ddnt save me I took care of her until that time getting pills from mi grandma.(.stealing) cooking
cleaning up her mess..i hardly went to skool becuze i was "sick" for her to get medicine..n trying mi best to keep her happy she attempted suicide n overdosed I don't kno how many times n then I took care of mi dad after the divorce even tho he never helped me he went of the deep end an dated a girl that was 17 when I was 16 n I always felt he left me to take care of her well he did he had party's every nite n I was left to fend for miself trying to avoid his perverted drunk wannabe friends I an then on mi own got a
job..mi point n shareing this TMI is that I'm always asked when did MY depression start n I don't kno then they expect me to clean out mi closet again if I want to b helped. I have 3 kids now n I'm married I'm only 23 I had mi oldest daughter when I was 17 n hs I had no help I took care of everyone I had an apartment at 18 still n hs while I again was taken care of mi mom she had nowhere to go an never worked a day n her life anyway sorry mi mind is crazy I have been on cymbalta for a yr n it stopped working I've tryed a million different kinds none work I'm trying Wellbutrin again n its not working i feel so so hopeless n lost I can't do anything play with mi kids hug my husband I'm so numb all I do is cry I'm no good to them n idk wat to do I really do feel as though they all desurve better! Srry for to much info
writing it helps a bit but knowone answers...
I gave your thread a title and removed a couple of words as we are not allowed to discuss drugs on this forum.
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