The relationship between Emily and I has been a bit different to most, it started when a speedway collegue of mine passed away. Emily and I had seen each other around speedway but had never talked or even looked at each other, how ever this all changed when she was helping with the funeral arrangments and had contacted myself for a few ideas and plans, it started from there, first it was talking as i was in a current relationship, but from the day of the funeral, our feelings for each other really began to grow quite rapidly, we would talk non stop and after about
2 weeks of constant talking and meeting up, i decided to leave my current partner for Emily.
So the relationship between Emily and i had began, it felt good and so right, we were both so happy, her family would always tell me she is so different, in fact she is a comletely different person now that she was with me, this was a positive thing because Emily was in a bit of a dark hole as she described it previous to meeting me. Emily was always so loving and affectionate towards me which is nothing like her previous relationships. It came to her birthday and i took her away on a romantic weekend away interstate and spoiled her rotten, things were perfect and at this stage, the idea of moving out together came up, just Emily, myself and her 2 year old son to a previous relationship.
We decided that moving out was a good idea, even though we had only been together for 2 months, so we started looking for a place, Emily started a course at tafe and things were good. I had been having some troubles with a friend of hers named Corey (male) who had decided to profess his love for her at the start of our relationship, they always spoke which was normal and the same prior to us but this annoyed me, how ever i just let it go in the hope that it would eventually go away.
Finally we had found the house we wanted, and signed the lease, at this stage Emily was a bit stressed with the move and tafe was a bit hard, we ended up having a fight over something minor which turned into Emily not speaking to me for 2 days, however all was good again, the weekend of the move finally came and everything was exciting, we set the house up the way we wanted it. 2 days later, out of the blue, Emily asked if i thought we would be together forever, to which my response was YES, however her response was a little different, she said that she doesnt think so and that she didnt think we would last much longer than a couple of months, i didnt know what to say, so i dug a little deeper to find out she didnt know if she loved me anymore and wasnt excited to talk to me anymore, i was shocked but let it slide.
The next day, Emily decided to do something silly to herself, this concerned me however she insisted it didnt hurt and she only did it to see what its like, when i arrived home from a long day at work, i asked to see which she refused and started another arguement, this time her parents had to try and sort her out, but again this resulted in not talking to me for 3 days, by this time its friday, we finally talked about the fight and worked it out and seems to be on the right road again, when i got home, it was perfect again, she was loving and very affectionate towards me just like before.
This continued through to saturday afternoon until she went to go see Corey, she was secretive about the time she spent with Corey not revealing to many details even though they were only together for an hour, but she was a different person when she arrived home, Sunday wasnt much different except she kept making what i thought were jokes to her friends about being stuck there now and only 51 more weeks to go, Monday morning came and she told me that she didnt want to be with me anymore, she had lost what she had for me and she didnt want anything more than to be room mates, she said she didnt know if or when she would get feelings back, but did want to.
She is now very unreasonable and cant even talk to her without my head being bitten off, she is very irritble, and just not the person i fell in love with, she said to leave her alone and the feelings may come back. She was diagnosed with major depression on today after the fact and has been prescribed medication, i dont know if its the depression that has made her do this, or is it something more like the fact she has something for Corey now as she just found out he has a girlfriend now and i jealous. Do i stick around to see what happens with the medication or do i walk away.
Her and Corey are speaking alot which is no different to before yet cant give me the time of day or respect i deserve as i have done everything for her. I just want to know if its the depression as they say that depression can lead to self destructing things that make you happy EG: our relationship and can be taken out on those who care most EG: me
Post Edited (BD1509) : 3/18/2014 8:02:16 PM (GMT-6)