Am I indanger of myself??

 I have severe depression and I am taking 20mg celabex, I also have have panic disorder as well   as Chronic Fatigue and Fibro.

 latley I have be thinking....."You know if I take this bottle of meds how long and will it take me away from all of my pain?" I think to myself that if I were dead I wouldn't be feeling all of this panic and sadnesss and pain. then I think of my 4 boys and wonder if I could do something like that to them..then again I go back to "How long can I go on feeling this way. can I deal with this until I'm 70 yr old (I'm 37)

this disease is killing me slowly, it's taking me away from my children and my husband. I hope i am not scaring anyone, I really think I needed to get this off my chest.

Annie

YES!  You are in danger!

The following link will take you to the second topic of the Depression Forum  "Depression Resources"

In the the second, third and FOURTH post, you will find clickable links.   Please either use one of those links or call your county mental health department or an 800 hot-line from your phonebook.  Don't wait . . . you owe it to yourself to get help with this.

https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=19&m=104218

Please let us know how it goes after you have contacted someone who has experience with this.  None of us are trained to help you.

We really do care about you sis!! 

Blessings!

Annie,

I wasn't going to answer this post, but I thought about it and decided I would but I would say very little. I think a lot of us have had feelings of despair and sadness. That's part of what depression is all about. It is up to us to try very hard to fight those feelings and to come to the place when we say, "Who's going to win here, me or the depression"? Think of your family and your children. All else will follow. I will add you to my prayer list.

 

God bless!

 

"Lefty"