It's been tough, but most days I've been able to pull through. For the past little while I've become severely depressed and anxious about
my health, like my body is nothing more than a junkyard; I definitely feel like one. I've constantly wished that my life would so I wouldn't have to loathe myself every time I looked in the mirror, or thought about
how unhealthy I feel. It's something new everyday, a brain tumor, lung cancer, scoliosis, and even heart disease... I just can't get my health off of my mind, we have such short lives and all I do is worry about
death, and lately I've had to bite my tongue, because I'm constantly torn between, and trying to survive another 24 hours. The nature of my issue is not supposed to trigger anyone else's problems, I just need the strength to understand why I feel the way I do...
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