Daily Check In For All!!! #105

Hi,

Karen- My goodness try to get to the urgent care, when my son and I had it, oh it was so horrible. I hope you feel better soon.


I just watched 12 years a slave and I cried how sad to think that this man was kidnapped to be sold. I torture those people went through. I am so ashamed to be white right now. I pray that none of my family has ever had a slave. Oh so sad but I very good film.

Hopefully I will have a vehicle today and I will go to urgent care... Don't worry about me Jamie, I will be just fine. Thank you guys though. Makes me feel cared about. That means a lot!!!

Hugs, Karen...

You are a good mate Jamie. Thanks for caring, it means a lot...

Hugs, Karen...

Thank you Dixie, My car is suppose to be fixed today. Will get there then...

You are sweet...

Hugs, Karen...

No JAMIE! You aren't missing a thing!! I took two sleeping pills last night which would normally make me pass out. My son woke me up at 11 with a text that he was going to a friends house. At midnight his friends started texting me and sending silly pictures. My son then woke me up at 4 when he came home. So much for sleep!! Lack of sleep is completely related to my depression. Hugs for you!!

Karen, how are you feeling??? Did you make it to urgent care? I hope you did. My son had the flu last year and we got Tamiflu. That worked miracles!! He felt 80% better the next day!!! Get plenty of rest and fluids!! Hugs!!!

Jessica, Dixie, Cilly, Trina, Brenda, my sweet friend Lisa, UA and everyone else- I hope you are well!

Tough week. I ended up at the doc again Thursday. They can't perscribe anything stronger than Tylenol with codeine with the new drug laws. I asked about pain management and they do have a branch but she said it would take about 3 months for me to get an appt. I did however get a script for an MRI- im going Tuesday morning. Somehow I need to make it to Nov 25 when I see the ortho.

Finally heard from my cowboy yesterday. He's on his way to Ohio for three months for work. I knew it was coming because he told me. He's been sending me pics on his journey. No worries- my head is still in complete control. Just going to relax and see where it leads if anywhere.

Now here's the big one- I contacted my mom yesterday. I hadn't texted her since May. She is living about 30 mins away. I told her that the formation of a relationship between us was moving at MY pace. I told her that I am protecting my heart from her multiple abandonments. Honestly, I'm still furious with her- who doesn't contact her ONLY daughter for three years??

Needless to say, with my pain, my possible cowboy relationship and my relationship with my mom, I'm taking off all day Tuesday and going to my MRI and counseling!!! I need it!!

I have my evaluation at work this week. I'm going to prepare for it today.

My love to all!!

Hi all,

What a lazy very non productive day! I took a shower and that ladies and gentlemen was my biggest deal today. Light back pain but my "time" is near. My personal witching hour draws near. It will be a bad one this month, I can feel it. Blah. I am tired and cranky already. I am hoping that my laptop will come in soon so I do not have to use my phone to post. It works and is good but I do miss the bigger screen. My Castiel was a big ol bugger today. He was flying around the house and using me as a launching pad. My son is being rather good so I let him have his phone and we have had little trouble today! Yay. Good night all.

Stir fry sounds awesome Jamie... I know you make a good one...

It is early here. Too early.,.

I hope everybody has a good day today!!! I will be keeping my eye on you all. Make it a good day today!!!

Hugs, Karen..

Hey Y'all...My so-called life has me in a choke hold I can't seem to break free from=(  I apologize for my being MIA for a couple of days...not by choice.  It's still my wicked mom.  I won't go into detail, because I don't want to trigger anyone's family issues. 

It's ALL too much...horrid health (still in PM trials) bone deep sadness (increase in Zoloft hasn't helped yet) weary from nightmarish effects of shingles in eye (vision at its worst) major depression/anxiety will have constant companion (situational depression) throughout the "holiday" season.  Just thinking of it all makes it difficult to even swallow my own saliva.

I send heartfelt healing wishes to those of you who are facing similar challenges.  I hope y'all can find a bright spot in your day.

Why didn't the skeleton go to the Halloween party?  He had no body to go with him! 

HUGS~~Dixie

Hope you feel better Myself...

Hugs to all!!!

My day has been a personal hell and I am anxious and have a gut deep fear. All because of a lie my son told. I posted in anxiety so I am trying to move past this today.

Good evening everyone,
This is my first time here and wanted to say hello. I hope anyone who is in pain receives relief and rest.

Hi all,

I am fighting right along with everyone. Sword drawn and shield at the ready. Had a very hard 24 hours but it is getting better. I am tired but sleep is hard to come by as my legs are cramping something horrible. My son is being a toad, something is going on in school and he won't tell me what it is. I think that the work is becoming too much and he can not handle it. I hope that it gets easier but I have a feeling that he may need to be home schooled for a bit. I hope not as he would not have friends, but I have to think of what is good for him. Well I have to try to sleep. I will post again soon.