Posted 4/19/2015 3:04 PM (GMT 0)
So I am to the point where I'm forcing used out of bed. I feel awful everyday tired, anxious, nauseas, headaches.. It's so hard for me to get out of bed and stay out every day. My kids need me and my energy and my anxiety and depression is taking it all away. I literally feel sick every single day. If it's not one thing it is another - I don't ever feel "good". This makes me even more depressed. I often wonder if there is something wrong with me that I have no idea about just because I am feeling this awful?? I have to get up at 5:30 every morning take hubby to work then my daughter to school while the other two are home with me during the day. But I spend most of my day driving them to and from work and school because where we are staying right now is far from everything. It is only temporary, but it has been 4 months now and I am worn out. Every morning that the alarm goes off feels like I didn't get enough sleep and I feel like jello- can't get up. So I just cry most of the time. Then when I do finally force myself up I feel sick. I miss the times that I felt good.! I'm too young to be feeling this way it's been 12 years and I'm now 27. Something has got to give will things ever get better? I've been to and from different therapists Onassis ton of different Meds I've done everything. I see my pcp every 2-3 months . Not sure what else I can do for myself at his point I feel lost.)-: