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I have been with my man for 2 yrs and there has been a lot of tension and arguments we also have a 9 month old daughter together. He knows all about my depression and he has been there for me thru it all. But I can't help feeling that one day he is going to leave me because of how stressful I feel like I make his life. Its a constant battle every day within myself with negative thoughts and the craziness in my head. I can't get away from it and all I want to do is be with him because he knows how it is for me. But I tend to get clingy and like I can't do it without him and then theres times where I don't want anything to do with him. It pushes him away and theres also me having trouble letting go of my past and an ex that brings its own stress as well. I just can't take it!

I think seeking professional help along with some medication would be a tremendous help.

Peace
Trina