Posted 12/24/2015 1:13 AM (GMT 0)
Scin, you mention Christmas, so I feel I can say this. Consider how often Christ went off to be alone. Sometimes, it is the only way to find peace. We are told that when He was alone, He prayed. He spent time with His Father. With all that was going on, the folks that needed healing, needed feeding, He made sure He got a little 'alone time' to take care of His spiritual needs. Perhaps this is the time for you to do the same, when He is on your mind, when He is close to your heart.
His Father was separated from His children, and their children. That is the reason He sent Jesus, even though it meant they too would be separated for a while. He understands your pain. Spend some time alone with Him, while you can. It is His gift to you. How you live your life is your gift to Him.
I hope you have a peaceful Christmas. May God bless you and keep you.
Dana