pathetic waste.

hang in there buddy, I am new here, & wanted to say to you to you to put away the scotch. your not alone this Christmas morning & I to am feeling like crap to but hopefully we both will see better days soon.

Jamie, I'm sorry to hear that you are hurting, but glad you are using the tools to help get you through. Healing thoughts being sent your way. I hope things ease up for you very soon. You are loved.

Jamie: I am so sorry you are hurting and alone. I understand how painful that can be. It is good that you reached out to the hotline. And to us. You are very much loved and virtually you are never alone.

Cass

p.s. NOBODY is a waste. We are all hurting. We all deserve love and respect. Please take care of you. Treat yourself the best you are able to at the moment. I am home alone watching past seasons of The Walking Dead, haha. It helps get my frustrations out. Life gets better when we show love to ourselves and change our thoughts. It's not easy to do, but it is not impossible either.

We love you Jamie!!!

My friend. I ought to have skyped you. You are not a pathetic waste, you are a hurting loving person.

I did this once with Seagrams many moons ago, I was healthier than and it was not pleasant for the next 2 days.

You best take real good care of yourself for the next week, or you will have a lot of people from the states flying down under to give you what for!

So very sorry to hear the news of Debra.

My warm and caring thoughts are with you.
Peace
Trina

she says be patient, just some hurtful things about my name were muttered. my father being estranged from me, my surname night sounding right as a married name, and not telling a man who has alterior motives that she is engaged. ah expletive it. I am a darn good man. do not get me wrong, she has done beautiful things too. she cares very much, and has been there for me, as I her, just she got things in her head to sought out. I thought they would be by now, as a dear friend expressed. I can't be hurt anymore, a lot of you know what I have been through, this would kill me. I know distance is hard,
but for me too. maybe waiting for me, with my wretched body and lack of opportunities is on her mind? she has said don't wait too long, but I can't do everything. obviously I can't come until she is employed-maybe my positive energy is alike a rock hanging that is just dead weight around her head?

really, with everything that has happened in my life I should have been dead many years ago. I don't know how I have pushed. the mud is too thick, my energy is zapped. medically I am a test tube experiment. people have there stuff, I fully get this and said my deepest empathies. I am just broken at the moment. I mean, I don't know what I mean. my family is expletived, I have done my best there with the boys, my body is telling me to piss off and my mind and heart are hurting. I try really hard in all facets of life. okay I got some stuff to work on, and I am doing these. oh, no use *****in' and moaning. take care. thank you all.

scin59. thank you. any newbie I missed thank you, and I see some lurkers have said g'day, thank you. thanks you everyone.

Agree Bookread66

Jamie: please continue to hang in there. Don't give up!! And I am echoing the others. You are NOT a pathetic waste!

Love and peace to you too Jamie...

Jamie, always here mate!

Wearie, please leave the booze alone. Only magnifies the depression and problems, plus dehydrates you, there is nothing good to come from it.

www.mindful.org

I would love to hear you comments on discoveries you make on this above website. What skills you try and stick with. What links you further explore and find helpful.

What new treasures of self-compassion, strength and self-worth come to you while changing you actions.

The new year maybe starting, however if we do not change our actions, we can expect nothing but the same as last year!

Peace and Gentle hugs
Trina