Posted 2/18/2016 10:33 AM (GMT 0)
Hello all, hope everyone is doing better than me, slept awfully last night and am a bit anxious this morning. Didn't go well with the Dr yesterday at all, he refused to try Gabapentin, saying wait a month and see if it settles down by itself. Well he's been saying that for 5 months, and to make matters worse I wont be seeing him again, hes leaving. Argh I'm so sick of doctors and especially mine, the GPs change every year, I can't get consistent care and most of them are straight out of school and are just like fish out of water whenever I see them because I'm such a complicated case. Psychiatrists wont see me, gastroenterologists have just fobbed me off so I'm left with GPs who just refuse to prescribe medication without a specialist oversight. Just a never ending circle. It's just useless and I'm left having to fight tooth and nail every step of the way to get some decent treatment. If I wasn't paying out of my own pocket for therapy I'd just be left high and dry pretty much. I hate the NHS healthcare system in this country sometimes, just useless.
I'm so tired of all this, my whole body is aching today, my head hurts, I'm exhausted and just fed up. Am sat at work but not really functioning.
I'm going to try and find a new Doctor who will hopefully help me, and not move on after a year.