I left a message on freeloaders post... I totally understand about
wanting a disease that is socially acceptible!!! Laziness, crabiness, "chubbyness" Not acceptible!!! I actually did get cancer and it has helped!!! Hopefully it won't cost me my life.. ha ha I am morbid and realistic about
dying... however at 34 w/ a son and 3 stepsons I plan to stick around!
Lamictal at 400mg w/ effexor at 100mg seems to be working...I really dread a depressed phase... I think I would rather do chemo 
! Well...how about neither!!! It's almost midnight here in north Idaho so good night. I would like to hear more of your story! Karen