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Posted 8/21/2006 6:54 PM (GMT 0)
sad  CAN SOMEONE BE MY FREND I HAVE NO FRENDS DO TO MY DEPESSION THEY ALL LEFT ME .I WAS FEELING WERE HERT ALL MY LIFE. SOME OF MY FRENDS DID THIS TO ME.

Post Edited By Moderator (els) : 8/22/2006 6:00:05 AM (GMT-6)

Posted 8/21/2006 7:21 PM (GMT 0)
It is hard to cope.
And feeling empty inside is a terrible thing to feel.
Today's a bad day.
I'm so tired of the loneliness. It feels like i'm choking on it.

A Day Like Any Other


Somewhere,
i hear
a small
child
crying...
oh!
it's
within me.
Battered
trembling
naked
used
abandoned
far, far
worse than death.

Wounds
that
don't heal,
suffer-
ings
shape my life
in twisted
fashion,
my mind
screams
an intensity
my throat
can never match...

trapped
confused
dazed
i struggle
to break free, for
a minute but
then i
forget
what i'm struggling
for, or where
there is to go....


anon,
Poet
Posted 8/21/2006 7:44 PM (GMT 0)
GJB,

Please see your doctor and get some help for your depression and self harm.

I'm posting these sites for you to look at-I hope they can help you


http://www.selfinjury.com/index.html

https://www.healingwell.com/community/www.Suicidal.com

Please talk to someone about this and please get help.

Take care
Posted 8/21/2006 8:01 PM (GMT 0)
Hi GJB,

You've been feeling this way for a good while now -- I remember your previous posts. You *must* get help. We are all here ready to listen, but ultimately you must make the choice to go and get help from a professional. Strikes me that if you are coming here you already know that you need help. -- Please take the next step.

Keep us updated on your progress.

Rosie x
Posted 8/26/2006 1:18 AM (GMT 0)
IM SEEING A DOCTOR FOR IT I WENT IN 2005. IT IS HARD TO COPE.
Posted 8/26/2006 3:13 AM (GMT 0)
you have many friends here , ia m your friend we all are

Posted 8/26/2006 9:35 PM (GMT 0)
Hey Missie,
I'm quite familiar with spine and disc problems, since i have my own. It's really heart-rending to know the kind of pain you must be in; i wish i had something edifying to say, but i at least wanted to tell you that.

Atedogs,
Not for nothing, but i just wanted to make a point. I have the freedom to choose what i want or don't want, i believe every person has that basic, intrinsic free will. E.g., there's this person where i live who wants to hang out and for various reasons, no i don't want to hang with this person. Does that make me a jerk? Don't i have the right to choose? If you want freedom you have to give freedom: some people will choose not to be around me (or you, or any of us). That doesn't make me defective or weird, it's naught to do with me it's not my problem. Some people walk away 'cause they can't deal with me being depressed. I think that's limited and unfortunate, but okay.
So when you say, "Were these people friends anyway if they can't cope with your illness. Answer: NO" You don't know that, you don't know their story, you don't know GJB's story, and neither do i. But i do know that it's possible, for someone to hang in and try to cope -only to find out that they can't. But at least they hung in and tried.
I'm not slamming you, i try to give people i don't know the benefit of the doubt, unless/until i have facts to the contrary. We, the "mentaly ill", above all should be the last to throw stones -'cause we know what the impact feels like.

Vale,
Poet
Posted 8/27/2006 4:00 AM (GMT 0)
Friends don't hurt each other. Those people who "did this to you" were not your friends and it is okay to be angry or whatever you feel about them. Please get help, even if it is difficult to cope, keep seeing your doctor and get the help you deserve.
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