scary moment today

Today as I was playing around, If it wasn't for my friends, I don't think I could have fought the urge! I am going to go to a psych and talk before my depression goes too far! Wish me luck!

Hey Chad, I have edited your post due to forum rule #1 NO discussions of any intended treats of self-injury or harm.  I am so glad that you were able to resist the urge to do this but I do strongly urge you to speak to your parents or anyone who you feel safe enough with and get some professional help. Thank you ~ Elisha https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=46&m=106997

Post Edited By Moderator (els) : 1/13/2007 5:47:39 AM (GMT-7)

Are your parents aware of what is going on with you?
You really need to talk to them,let them help you.
And yes you need to get to a doctor,asap if possible.
I know that teenage years are probably the hardest you will ever go through. I can just imagine how it is today.
But,you have your whole life ahead of you.
Have you sat down and thought about what you want to do with your life? What are your dreams? Who do you want to become?
This is the most important time in your life,you are molding yourself into what you want to become.
You obviously are a smart kid,so take advantage of that. Do something with it.
Work on your future.You can get thru this,it is going to take patience and alot of frustration,but believe me 10 years from now your outlook on life is going to be alot different than what it is now.
Keep your wits about you,and keep your head up!