i wake every morning feeling fine, but as soon as I get out of bed I remember that I don't havea job, no one to call and nothing to do but wait for life to fall back into place. I'm not sitting here waiting for it, I am pro active, I'm just ready to go now, or so I think. I'm still very weepy at times, and I have very low energy still!!! My parents are amazing to put up with me like this, I'm not the type to just lay around, but this round of depression has got me around the neck.
I keep thinking to myself that I am missing out on life and that I'll be alone forever. I had a great husband once and I regret the divorce. 
I hate being like this!!!!