Yes, I do worry, I know nothing, the Dr wrote down all my tests, told me the bloodsugar was high and if I drank pop to stop, and if my bloodsugar was still high in 3 months he and I were going to have a heart to heart and with that he left the room.
I was the one who said I want a meter, I came here for help, I immediately stopped drinking my pop and my sugar went higher. I read back on posts here. I learned that not controlling your blood sugar would damage your organs, I said to myself "Self, he wants me to wait 3 months, my bloodsugar is climbing and he says wait 3 months, now if it goes higher it is already doing its damage and all he said was quit drinking pop!! " So I scheduled another appt. this Dr told me about the same thing, I asked her ok if this keeps going up it is hurting me, so I just sit back and wait, that's what your saying? She came back in with well I can put you on meds because you don't know what your to eat or we can wait the 3 months. H*** I am scared, I don't want to have a stroke, or a heart attack. I am already having problems seeing so what was I suppose to say?
I said ok then put me on the med I will lose weight I will do whatever it takes, I just do not want any more damage to my body then there already is. Then she said we will loook at the numbers in 3 months you keep track to, if they continue to go up then call us but give the meds a month to work.
So I am saying, they don't tell me what a normal reading is, what I should set my goal at or nothing, I am still not diagnoised, all they say is your blood sugar is high. Not that I want to have this disease cause I don't. But I am not going to lay down and die either because the Dr don't want to say the word. I just got off the phone I am going back to see the Dr that really knows me and afraid to tell me anything. I quit going to him because he moved 17 miles away but now I am thinking I am going to go see him and see what he thinks. I had been with him over 20 years, he is my age and he knows me better than anyone. I just made that decision as I write.
My hubby thinks I will be able to go off. He don't like to talk about it. I know he is scared.
I am not scared of the disease, I can handlemost anything, I have not broke down, I just want someone who knows what they are doing. This other Dr wanted me to decide to be on meds or not. I don't know she went to school for this not me.
I think I am making the right choice by going to get another opinion on this.
So yes I worry, I will worry till I know what is going on with this disease, I am going to get to the bottom and if I have to take meds I will, that don't bother me, but what does bother me is 2 Dr's unsure and wanting me to make the decision to be or not to be on meds I don't think they should of asked me this do you? I want to be doing the right things, I want to be eating the right things I just don't want them to tell me to stop drinking pop. You all have been so good to help me and I appreciate it more than you know Thanks so much for all of your help and for taking the time to talk to a ole worrier
Another thing I learned when I talked to the Dr's nurse was that the last feww hc1 have been high. They never told me this b4!