I am angry because...

I am angry because I can't do regular housework, and cook a meal and clean a kitchen in the same day.
I am angry because cleaning out 2/3 of the fridge has left me aching and exhausted.
I am angry because I can't go on a shopping trip and enjoy it because I can't hold out to walk!
I am angry because I sleep 10 hours at night, and still have trouble getting up in the morning.
I am angry because as soon as I wake up my hands and feet ache.
I am angry because I can never be considered "healthy" again...and I have to live like it.
I am angry because there is no such thing as "comfortable".
I am angry because excessive emotions...you know, like really happy, angry, or upset...brings on punishment that makes me want to just be a zombie! (If I don't feel, I won't hurt)


I needed to vent!!!
So what about you? Are you angry?

I'm angry when I can't do dishes and they pile up and make my kitchen look nasty.
I'm angry when I can't manage to fold and put away my clean laundry so it ends up getting dumped out on the floor when I need the basket for dirty laundry and gets wrinkled and then I have to find the energy to iron.
I'm angry when my neighbors tell me "You should get out more."
I'm angry that my husband doesn't want me to socialize with certain people based solely on the job they have.

I'm angry because I can't play with my son the way I want to.

I'm angry because I feel like a loser.

I'm angry because I can't do the housework like I want to.

I'm angry because it sometimes hurts to make love to my husband.

I'm angry because I always hurt.

I'm angry because some of my family doesn't believe me.

I'm angry because I can't go hiking anymore unless I want to suffer for it.

I'm angry because I know I will have this the rest of my life.

I'm angry because when I suffer, my husband suffers too.

I'm angry because I just want to feel good again and I never will.

Great topic! I think everyone should vent their angers.

I'm angry because I feel like a slug -- just crawling around being unproductive.
I'm angry because I'm the matriarch of my family and can't fill the position anymore.
I'm angry because I just can't keep up with anything that's important to me -- I stay behind all the time.
I'm angry because even my dirty dishes reproduce in the sink faster than I can keep them washed.
I'm angry because I can't play actively with my grandchild anymore.
I'm angry because I don't deal with my life better -- even though I really try.
I'm just plain angry............even though I don't want to be.
I'm also grateful for my many blessings -- sometimes the anger just gets overwhelming -- and the sadness.
And, venting has helped for now. Thank you for starting this thread........I feel better!
Luv ya
Shash

Ok I get the whole point of this post and I am truly sorry everyone is so angry. Personal I am very angry at the b!!!! that reared ended me while she was talking on her cell phone.

But it takes so much energy to be angry so try to be alittle positive.

I am angry because I try to make people understand what I am going thru but know in the end that they can never fully understand

I am angry because no one knows why I have this or even really how to treat it

I am angry because I have a very physical job that i love and I know that it will only be a short time before i have to give it up.. already on FMLA

I am angry because I am only 24, hardly begun to live my life and I feel like I am 90 and this is the rest of my life

I am angry because I cannot just go out spontaneously and run around and have fun because the next day... i wont be able to get out of bed

I am angry because I dont know that I will ever have the energy that I need to have the children that I want so badly.. pregnant=no meds  pregnant=no energy  pregnant=no work

I am angry because my family is stressed out because of what I cannot do

I am angry because one day the hubby understands and the next day it all frustrates him to no end

I am angry because I feel lost and have no idea what to do with my life.. everything has been put on hold and everything revolves around FMS

I am angry because I push myself to do the job that I love and I pay the price when I get home and everyone wonders how I can do my very physical/stressful job and not be able to make dinner or do laundry

I am angry because no one can really see what I go through. Even those who understand the best cannot see my struggles at home

I am angry because I dont know what tomorrow will bring

I am angry because I am in constant pain

I am angry because my life has changed forever

I really think this is a great topic. A lot of people, myself most definately included, bottle up their emotions and just keep them there until the dam breaks and they come raging to the surface. I think this post is a great, non-judgemental way for people to let go of their emotions before they become too overwhelming. So, I think this is actually a positive post in a way.

i am mad because i dropped and broke a plate that is one of a matching set!

I'm angry because I feel like my kids are growing up too fast and I'm too sick/hurting to enjoy every second with them
I'm angry because I live in a town filled with drs and I have to travel 1 and half hours to get decent care
I'm angry because I cant work so I live in HUD apartments that have no washer/dryer and no dishwasher
I'm angry that I cant make fun plans because everyday is diffrent in how bad or good I feel, and most of them are bad
I'm angry that nobody has a cure for fibro
I'm angry that house chores is never ending
I'm angry because my pain causes me to have no social life
I'm angry because I'm too tierd to meet anyone so I'll spend the rest of my life alone (as in bf or husband)
I'm angry that these commercials for fibro meds promises us pain releif but it's all LIES!!!! lol

AND most of all....

I'm VERY ANGRY that their never seems to be enough CHOCOLATE!!!!!!

-hellokitty

I get very angry with red tape!

I get angry when people lie to me. I don't want anything that is not due to us. I just want to be told the truth and not told something to pacify me and get me to 'move along'

We started drawing my husband's SSDI in April. We were told we would get the back pay.......SS gets to keep 5 months worth.......their rules.......we have to pay out the lawyer..........I had to go and file to get the back pay and was told we would have it in hand to get our bills caught up and after the 10 business days promised, we are 2 months later still waiting and no one will return my phone calls when I have the energy to sit and play with the phone tag.

I get angry with the VA that cancels a claim for aid and attendance so we can get some help to come in and do the things that I can no longer do because it takes so much of my energy taking care of my husband that I can't wash the dirty dishes that need to be on birth control in the kitchen sink........the dirty laundry that needs to be neutered.

I get angry when the bill collectors still multiply because I promised them payments based on the SS giving us the backpay.

I get very angry when an inquiry into the VA on why the claim was cancelled when CANCEL is not an option on approve or denied.

I get so angry that I have to fill out more paperwork and drive 40 miles to turn it in and I have to sit at home with the paperwork because I am just too tired and that makes it too dangerous to be behind the wheel of the car. I have had the paperwork for days and have not felt like getting it to the VA to see if that will help.

I get very angry when you call the gov't reps and they say, we can show an interest, but there is nothing we can do. (No one is really in charge of the SS or the VA.........they answer to 'no one')

I have been doing this multi red tape tap dance for 2 years and I am just so TIRED of dealing with this monkey on my back that it feels like a 2 ton pack I have to drag around everyday. Just the thinking of what to do next to get answers is tiring.

I get so upset with myself that my body fails to do the things that I need to do to take care of my husband and myself. I don't want to have to lean so heavily on my children for help. They have their own lives that they are just starting out on their own.

There I feel better. I have to let the anger go because it just causes too much stress and energy to deal with.

Maybe I should become more like Scarlet O'Hara...........I'll think about it another day............

I would tip toe out of this thread, but then that would cause my toes to hurt, which would cause my feet to spaz and then the muscle cramps in my legs and needing another muscle relaxer..........LOL............so I guess I will just get up and go in search of some more chocolate somewhere the stash has been hidden.

Hey Stari.
I didn't take offense at you at all. I hope everyone is feeling less stress and anger after venting. I know I did.

I am angry because not a day goes by that I don't have pain.
I'm angry because doctors just can't seem to help you.
I'm angry because the physical therapy I had for 5 weeks didn't help me.
I'm angry because I just can't do the things I use to.
I'm angry that cleaning my house is such a challenge when it use to be routine.
I'm angry that I want to have fun... but the pain and weakness stands in the way.
I'm angry that I have to take something to help me sleep.
I'm angry that I have to take medications at all.
I'm angry that I can't just be spontaneous.  My life is all about doing things when you have less pain... which isn't very often.
I'm angry because I can't eat certain foods that trigger bad symptoms.... so I must read every lable before I purchase it.