I just want to cry

The pain is getting on top of me, I am going to bed early every day just to take my meds to put me to sleep because the pain is getting on top of me. It is not just the pain it is the numbness as well, my hands keep going mumb my fingers on my right hand.

I know it is just the fibro, but it is driving me nuts.

My SIL went and brought us KFC for tea because I was just not up to cooking a meal, he only had a short break for work as he had to go back to work. He is working really long hours at present.

Now my GP has rung well his office rang to tell me to change my appointment because he is going away. I can't see a different GP at his office because the @@@****** fool who works there tells me if I take all these vits and minerals I will be cured he even tells you the brand to take. You may think fair enough, except he tells that to people who are very ill and CAN NOT go off there meds it would kill them. I could really tell you what everyone I know who has seen him say to explain what they think of himbut, the words are not something I will write down. Fool.

So it is all getting on top of me tonight.

Kathy

Wish I could give you a hug in person. I understand how you are feeling right about now. It's all consuming.

I hope the griping pain leaves you very soon and you get get some rest and peace of mind. I also hope you are

able to get a regiment or schedule so you can go back to living a life as close as possible to your old one prior to

Fibro.

Hugs

Monica

Sherrine

I understand how hard it is to deal with an "I-me-mine" family.  The only extended family I have left is one brother and sister-in-law, who used to be my best friend.  In 10 years of living 10 blocks away, they've never once come to visit me.  So guess what - now that our parents are gone, I don't bother, either.  It's sad, but a lot less stressful than always being the one to give, give, give and getting nothing back.  It's painful to give up all the expectations of what family is.

Feel better!

Debbie