I haven't posted in a while because I have been busy, wich is a good thing. I have been working steadily and working out 3 days of the week either running or swimming and have been feeling pretty good overall for quite a while now. I have had flare ups but they have been mild luckily. Untill this morning, I woke up and felt like I had been used as a punching bag. I haven't had a flare up this bad in along time and I have been doing everything I can to take care of myself by exercising regularly, eating very healthy and trying to stay as stress free as I can. I feel discouraged and almost like I'm being punished. I also have no clue as to what might have triggered this flare. I just feel really down and need support. Thanks for letting me vent!