Thank you Sue, Sherrine, Marlee, and Tyno for being there, understanding, and caring. . . It means the world to me :) Sue, my new doc is supposed to be around for awhile, so he says :) He is a real nice guy that is trying to cope with a mess that my previous doc left. . . Sherrine, thanks for the advice. I am learning the breathing technique which is easier said than done :) I was rushed to the emergency room last night for a full blown panic attack. . . I thought it was a heart attack, but all the tests came back negative (Thank God:). . . Anyway, now I am working on a program to conquer the anxiety and depression I go through, and what freaked me out it the costo hurting and pressing so much, it just threw me into panic mode (my nerves are edgy anyway from the med flip around:). . . Marlee, my doc took me from 1.5mg (I cut back the .5 from 2mg myself), and moved it to 1mg 1st script
, and .5 the second script
. . . and then when I had an attack, I moved myself back up to 2mg, which is now not as effective as before unfortunately (I think it maybe because I'm focusing too much on it, throwing myself into panic mode). . . And Tyno, I wish you the best. . . I sure hope you don't go through the nighmare I've been through the past few months. . . You have enough going on right now without that drama. . . :)
My hands and fingers hurt now from typing, but I wanted to answer and thank you all :)
Sam
Edit: LOL . . . I just read what I wrote, and I sound like a nut. . . Sorry