These past couple of weeks have been tough. First, my wonderful BIL passed away. He and my big sis would have been married 52 yrs the end of this month. He had been in my life since I was about
2. He was such a good man, I always thought of him as my brother, not an 'in-law'. My sister and their children are devastated. My mother has been w/ me for the past few weeks again, so we brought her to the funeral home. She was so upset, he always spoiled her.
I guess the extra stress of his passing, taking care of my mother, and then just feeling done in have caused me a big problem. I had an appt w/ my PCP, telling her about some problems I had the other day. She said she thinks I had a mini stroke. I thought at first I was going low sugar, but I think she is right. I am going to have a CT on my head. I also have to have extensive blood work done. I also have another dr appt this wk w/ ENT. My DM is scheduled for an endoscopy this wk and my sister will have to take her, I can't even drive.
I have been testing myself to see if there are any 'losses', so far I haven't noticed any, but time will tell. I will be optimistic and believe that things will work out. I do not plan to give in. I have plans for my life and things to do. I want to live my life and God willing, I will!
I'm tired, it has been a long day, so I will close for now. You are all in my thought and prayers. I wish you all a good night.
God bless. Alice.