Hi, I am new to this site and I'm hoping you guys can make me feel better. I have been battling with fibromyalgia for the past 4 1/2 years. Every time my pain doctor changes my pain medications due to tolerance I get very paranoid that I'm going to die.
So now he changed me from Oxycontin 40mg (1 tablet 2-3 times daily as needed) to Methadone 10mg 3 times a day and Hydromorphone 4mg (1 tablet every 4 hours as needed) which I've been on for awhile.
Can you please tell me your experiences with Methadone? I have researched it and now I am so scared to take it. I have a 4 year old son that GOD blessed me with. I am only 33 and I'm so scared of dying but I can't function without pain medication.
Since I'm on disability, I spend all my time with my son (except for when he is in school 3 times a week for 5 hours). He is very much a mommy's boy and the thought of him being left without me or me not being able to watch him grow up just brings me to tears. It's hard to explain....I just don't want to die due to pain medications.
Thank you for reading my post.
Post Edited (Brenda33) : 9/21/2011 5:03:27 PM (GMT-6)