Hearing tomorrow

Tomorrow is finally my appeal hearing for my SSDI. I am so nervous and worried at the same time. I have been fighting for this for two years now.

If I get denied I don't know what I am going to do. My house is two payments behind. My truck is three payments behind. Plus all the money I owe to everyone who has helped me and I k now soon I will run out oil for heat.

During this entire process I have said maybe I should just find a job but, I am not even able to do regular housework or even drive anymore. This is not how I wanted my life to turn out.

This is what I get for not taking care of me and worrying about everyone else. I worked so much and was the main support for my children and my entire family. Now I feel useless.

Sorry for the long rant. I needed to vent somewhere and I just get don't worry everything will be fine from my family.

Good Luck to you.

I am not in the U.S. but had to go through legal processes to be determined disabled. It is a huge relief when the outcome is favorable.

Loring

Osteoarthritis in Multiple Joints, Fibromyalgia, Neuralgia, Chronic Daily Headaches, I.B., Hard of Hearing...

Thank you all. Hoping the judge pushing everything though. They are 4 months late getting me my hearing.

So sorry you can't work and bills are behind. I so understand your predicament. I hope it comes out for you.

(((Hugs)))
Jen