Posted 4/15/2015 9:22 PM (GMT 0)
I am 2 1/2 years into treatment for fibro. I have a couple of bad days per week, but overall I function at about 65-70% of what I did prior to fibro. My life is certainly different, but overall, it's not horrible.
Recently, I have started to think that my treatment is a lot of annoyances & deprivations. I take a lot of vitamins, supplements, a few prescription meds, etc, some of which cause mood & digestive problems. My rheumy would like for me to be fairly restrictive on what I consume. I have embraced lifestyle changes to help me feel better.
So, my issue is am I living a restrictive lifestyle now hoping that the future will be so much better? Am I trading days now for the hope of better days in the future, knowing that there are no definitive answers? I can see that that's the way all intrusive medical treatment is-doing things that make us feel worse now in the hope that we'll be better in the future. I'm all about present moment awareness, & at my age, 54, I don't know if I want to give up my life to restrictions & feeling bad due to meds, supplements, etc, for some possible future improvement.
I am trying to process all this & would love to hear any of your thoughts. Thanks so much.