Hi all, I’m new to the forum and new to the world of AIH…whether I want to be or not. Up until last summer I’ve never had more than chickenpox and mono when I was a kid. I’m in my mid-thirties and have lead a very active life working full time plus a part time, self employed business and running a small farm on my own. Looking back I’m thinking the stress of spreading myself too thin may have contributed to my “crash and burn”. After feeling ill for almost 2 weeks some friends convinced me to go to the ER. Blood tests showed my ALT and AST both over 1000. Tests were ordered for viral Hep and I was sent home. In the following days I developed jaundice and returned to the ER. Enzymes were hovering around 2000 (this was 5 days later). I was almost sent home again….I am in Canada and our health care system is not the greatest at times, especially in rural areas….however the hospital’s internal specialist was notified and she had me admitted right away. I was transferred 3 days later to the city hospital and by that time my ALT topped out at 2945 and AST 2888. At the time I had no clue what that meant. Actually at that point I was developing confusion from the toxins and not much made sense.
Four days, dozens of blood tests and a liver biopsy later I was diagnosed with AIH. Talk about
a punch to the gut. No history of autoimmune illness in my family and up to this point, other than being a bit overweight, I was healthy. I was started on 40 mg of Methyl Prednisolone (that is the steroid of choice here in Canada for liver inflammation) and spent another 9 days in hospital.
A few days after I returned home is when the extremely strange and downright scary stuff starting happening. I have never taken any kind of drug before aside from antibiotics so side effects were not something I had experience with. I was told about
the possibility of water retention, moon face, acne and restlessness….but I was not prepared for what actually happened. I have been told now by the hepatologist that I am just extremely sensitive to the medications. It started out with night terrors, hallucinations, hearing voices and watching the walls move in my bedroom at night. I was alone and completely terrified. I could not get in touch with the doctors and there was actually confusion between them as to who was following my case and it was nearly a month before it was sorted out and I got to talk to somebody…..all the while I was on this high dose of steroid which was making me crazy. When my dose dropped those things stopped but then a whole myriad of other side effects started. I had terrible tremors, mood swings, insane anxiety, uncontrolled vocalizations and movements. I was sleeping maybe 1 hr out of 24 and could not sit still. I could go on and on about
the crazy train I was on for the first 2-3 months. It’s something I never want to experience again. Once I got down to a lower dose, around 12-16 mg, I started having major issues with my short term memory and cognitive functions which has still not completely resolved itself. I’m an intelligent person, work at a University as a researcher and instructor. The effects on my brain have left me feeling extremely frustrated and embarrassed. I’ve also lost over 50 lbs. I know, abnormal for being on steroids, however a lot of that has been muscle wasting. I’ve been off of the predinsolone for almost 3 weeks now and maintaining on 75 mg of Imuran. Having blood tests this week to see if my enzyme levels have remained normal since being off the steroid.
Now I am dealing with an immense amount of muscle and joint pain. It is crippling. Just the basic chores of feeding my farm animals everyday leaves me near useless on the couch the rest of the day. I can’t work and feel completely frustrated, angry, scared, depressed, you name it. I don’t have a great support system so I’m glad I came across this forum. Even with a crash course in AIH and the medical system the past 5 months, I still have a lot of questions. I sit and wonder if I’m ever gonna be “myself” again and be able to return to doing the things I love. I need to work and I need to have my animals. Honestly, they are the biggest reason I kept plugging along each day and they helped me deal with the insanity. I would be devastated if I had to give up my farm.
I am trying to do everything I can to heal myself. Started eating healthy as soon as I came home from the hospital, exercise when I physically can, do yoga to relax and relieve anxiety, go for regular massage and acupuncture treatments (which really help me) and see a psychologist. I’ve always been an anxious person but I do find that the anxiety has worsened since the steroid treatment. I’m trying to remain positive and my friends would tell you I seem to have it together...got a smile on my face and being my happy-go-lucky self. But I can’t help having pity parties for myself some days and have found myself falling into a dark place more than once.
So that’s my story…the condensed version. I’m just looking for people to talk to and share some of my worries with…people that understand because they are living it too. I hope I can contribute to helping others as well. If you have a question about
crazy side effects…I’m your gal! I think I’ve experienced them all