Wow. I can't believe it's been so long since I posted on my original thread here! Where's the time go when one is obsessing about
one's self?
So. I just passed the 2 month mark of my treatment.
It's not as bad as I'd feared, but far worse than I'd hoped.
Gaaa! As I've said on other threads, the "RIBA-Rage" (I was told common side effect) is really getting to me and all those around me unfortunately. I'm a freackin witch to say the least and am having a very hard time controlling my rage and other emotions. Really didn't expect such a dramatic effect which hit me about
a month in? Can't remember when for sure without going through my logs. I'm isolating myself as much as possible for damage control since I say such mean things to everyone, it's (I'm) ridiculous.
Also I have developed intense constant nausea the last few days, but I should just count myself lucky that hadn't hit until now I guess.
I saw my liver doc on Wednesday and he said my RBC hasn't dropped low enough to be concerned about
so that's a plus.
I told him I was disappointed my liver panels hadn't dropped more and he said what do you mean? I said people mention on here reaching "undetected" and I was hoping to get to undetected. He said that doesn't mean my liver panels, that's for my viral load test which doesn't come until the end of treatment and 3 months after treatment. So doy on me, I had that mixed up! Now am looking forward to my viral load test.
I'm hopeful for the cure and hopeful I'll feel better after treatment than I felt before.
With all my discomfort and difficulties I have to say~I am SO grateful and fortunate I've gotten the chance to take this new expensive "miracle" drug.
Feeling sick but blessed