Thanks, Connie, Lucy and Pink Grandma!
I do appreciate any prayers and thoughts. I think that a loving intention does produce actual healing energy.
I do wonder if I am doing the wrong thing in my life somehow, and if the illnesses are a result of something bad that I am thinking or feeling. My lifestyle is good--diet, exercise and sleep, and my daily life really isn't very time-stressed. I think I am fairly mentally healthy--no symptoms of anything, and no drugs/alcohol. I suppose this is the long version of "Why me?" I have read books like "'the Secret" and now I feel that I am to blame for "creating" my sickness. You guys are veterans, what do you think about all this?
Pix