Hey there E... are you dealing with a chronic pain issue??? I ask that because you said
"Hav a couple of drinks avg 4 nights a week...strict about this. My preferred self medication for stress, joint and back problems.
I have at least 10 bottles of pain meds left over from necks fusion, feet implants, knee surgeries, etc.
I believe in medication, never excess."
You talk about self medication... for stress, joint and back problems....
If you are dealing with chronic pain... it might be a good idea to work with a chronic pain specialist or clinic...
to find ways to deal with the pain rather than self medicating...
congratulations on your sobriety!!
Sandia