Hi ally-oop,
Welcome to HealingWell!!
(I'm not Canadian.)
I, like you, was super scared when I got the news of having to be scoped (doc asked for upper and lower scopes). I have a fear of puking and I thought for sure the prep was going to make me sick as a dog. Then I started to worry about
strangers looking at (and up!) my butt. Then came the sedation part... Would it work?
As I was checking into the clinic I could feel my heart pounding through my chest. I was so scared. After getting prepped (gown, IV, monitors, etc.) the docs wheeled out an elderly woman and put her next to me. She was groggy and had just come from being scoped. Almost immediately she began farting! That freaked me out! I don't like to advertise that I have gas, so I was worried that would be me next. I had images of me farting all the way home. Anyway, I got wheeled into "the room" and immediately started receiving the sedation meds. I believe the meds put you in what's called a "twilight sleep." I was in and out for the upper endoscopy - I clearly remember gagging. But for the colonoscopy, I'm positive they pushed more meds because I only woke up once to turn over, which I hardly remember. Practically zero pain.
And yes, afterwards you do have some gas. Before I got put under I jokingly told my doc I didn't want to be tooting all day like my elderly bed-neighbor. Afterwards, doc told me she was able to suck out a lot of the air she had blown in. I thought that was nice of her. Maybe you can share all your concerns with your doc and s/he will be just as accommodating.
Looking back, the worst part is the prep. It sucks to starve, drink foul tasting laxatives, and to be stuck in the bathroom with a sore bum all day and night. After that, the scope is a breeze.
GOOD LUCK!!!! Please report back on how it goes.
PS - A word of advice... Get yourself some baby wipes and/or medicated hemorrhoid wipes for your butt during the prep. It really starts to hurt after so many trips to the bathroom.