Special time with my daughter {IBS CHRONES COLITES}

  All went fine for the first few day's, with my daughter talking about all the fun she had growing up, telling one story after another.  As she continued I realized I did't know what she was talking about.  It all seemed like she was talking about someone I did'nt know.  As she went on  I had no memory of anything she had done while growing up, not of her going to school, learning to drive a car or being born all of which I had been an active participant.  As I spoke with my daughter, my 25 year old son, my 43 year old daughter and my wife I began to realize that I had almost no memory of the events of the last 66 years.

  The last several weeks have been very interesting to say the least.  One problem I have become acquainted with is every time I have a bowel movement it feels as if a steel cutting torch is burning on high and aimed up my rectum, no that does not even describe the pain.  I can,t wipe with toilet paper or wipes, I took wipes and soaked them in water and squeezed them so their was only water on them and still could not touch myself all I could do was get in the shower as fast as possible and let warm water rince me off because if I tried to clean myself the unbelievable pain would come and I woud think if I have to live another day of this I would rater dye.

  I  finaly got out and I realized why all my underwear were blood stained and began to udergo the hell that all of the members of this  resource explain so clearly go through every day.  I could,nt explain my problem, I was too embarassed.  I tried to get a Dr. appointment but

this takes time, nobody realizes with the problems associated with what I was going through you can,t wait a week or two. 

  While I was talking on the phone I printed on the computer "Sever burning after passing stool" and up came HealingWell.com irritable bowel syndrome.

So many of my questions and symptoms were talked about.  I took the info to the Dr. of course he did,nt want to look at it, and instead ordered a stool spesimum and a blood test. A week and a half later he is on vacation and has his nurse call and on Friday tells me to pick up perscript. for Welchol oh by the way that is what I was trying to point out to him from your report. I am sorry I went on so long, I will see my Dr. this week, but I have read so many of your letters and I have great empathy for all you young people suffering so bravely from these conditions that seem to take every bit of dignity we have away.  But it only takes your dignity away if you let it, there is nothing to be embarassed about everyone takes a bowell movement  and has a rectum and anus some just work better than others. 

 tar 66 years and still trying to remember 

   I want to thank everyone who has offered help to me, and every-

   one whom has read my blog.  My stomach is about the same and

   my acid problem is also about the same and I continue to take

   protonix acid suppressant. I am using hydrocortisone-lidocaine

   ointment for pain and I take bile saltes, two with each meal, and

   I also take 2 ounces of aleo ver gel 4 times a day.  I am going to

   see a GI dr. and have a colonoscopy in a couple of months. I can

   only hope something will help.

   As to my memory loss, I probably should have entered this uder

   cronic pain as I have had sever back problems for over 40 years.

   I had a spinal stimulator implanted May of 2012.  It was explanted

   in April of 2014 and with it my memory. So if any of you know of

   someone thinking of a spinal cord stimulator or SCS have them

   think twice their can be problems like constant seizures and

   memory loss.  Thank you for your help tar