- Hi everyone!!!,I hope you all are having a good Memorial Day!!!,myself mine's is going good!!! Well just wanted to come in check in been awhile been feeling good loving life wanting more from it.Have so much hope and goals and dreams I want to manisfest in my life.I'm still trying my best to get out and socialize and go to functions and just have a good time.It's easier said then done it's kind of hard with fear still consuming me all the time worried about if I'll be ok somewhere worried my symptoms might act up.Anxiety is a ***** I hate it I know it's holding me back from living a fullfilling life!!! My therapist resently told me I have obcessive thoughts about my stomach and digestive system mainly my bowels.Always thinking about what if th? what if that? with my IBS.It's keeping me back from getting out there and socializing and meeting new people and making new friends.I agree with her I do obcess about my IBS! They have me on a new dose of medication to keep those thoughts from happening.My therapist said it would take a few weeks to feel all good.It has been doing a little something I've just started it seems like it's working!
I'm so very thankful to God that I'm able to eat and whatever I desire and crave my prayers been answered.I just want the 10% of my IBS that is not undercontrol to get undercontrol!!! I'm still keeping the faith that things will work out just fine for me.Happy that I've put on weight and dont experience having the dreaded D after eating something.I've made such progress in my stomach and digesitive health I know I'm blessed! To have come through what I've been through amazes me I'm happy where my Lord has me!!!! I love life get out enjoy eating again and looking forward to my dreams coming true!! Wishing you all the best and good thoughts and prayers with you all always!!! Take care and God bless!!! 