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I'm new to this site and never posted on a blog befor but I feel I must tell my thoughts.In 2004 I was diagnosed for Parkson's disease.Si nce the I.ve nothing but pain in rectal area.At first I was told I  had IBS.Later I got diagnosed as hav ing Anismus, a condition that the spincter muscel will not relax when trying to have a bowl movement so blockage occours and nothing happins when I feel the urge to have a bowel movement.Things got furthur conpleacated when I had m y gal blatter removed.My doctor has tried every medication asssoc iated with IBS with no good re sults (most of them gave me diareah.) I'had botox injected into  my spinctor,it left me with a partly opened muscel and the feeling that I had to have a bowel movement all the time.I could'nt wait for the Botox to stop working.I've been told that Parkso n's causes this condition and so does the medication.I went to Mayo they wanted to try bio-feed back.I could not afford to stay there for 2 weeks for the treatment  so I did not get the treatment.Because of all the sleepness nights, constant rectal pain and no other forseeable treatment options available,I'm considering getting bagged.I think I could live with the things that I;d have to put up with a bag.  I would like to have the proceedure done lapscopicly.