First, the thanks: Thank you all for being here! You scare the bajeezus out of me and talk so
openly and are so supportive. On the hours of the days when I am willing to believe my diagnosis (denial is fabulous, when I can manage it!
), this is all so so so incredibly helpful.
Now, the question: Has anyone else refused plaquenil for fear of losing your eyesight? Has anyone had vision problems from taking it?
Everything I've read says there is a danger of losing your eyesight from long-term use of plaquenil (as in, the way lupies need to take it) if you have certain eye problems, which I do have. I understand the risk is small, but so far when I weigh possible blindness (I only have useful vision left in one eye as it is) vs the pain and fatigue and word-losing memory lapses and rashes which comprise the sum total of my symptoms, the choice seems obvious. I'd rather be an achey, tired, thesaurus-dependent sighted person.
The next gallon of blood I give up will be devoted to tests for kidney involvement, which I suppose might tip the balance toward YES if positive. But until then, I'm at NO.
All advice gratefully accepted, if not necessarily followed.