Oh Diana, I'm truly sorry you feel so bad
. I've read about
strokes with the Lupus, but have not experienced that myself. I'm sorry to hear you are. I get what you are saying about
primping to feel good. I used to sell Mary Kay products and try my best to look healthy and pretty. Now, I REALLY work hard at it, because I feel like crap at times. My eyes get puffy. Yesterday, my face was beat red and presently i am not in a flair! It takes so much more time and energy. Then there is the hiding of the swelling everywhere from meds. Have you read the spoon theory? It's great! It helps me when I feel like crap. Bless you dear girl as you deal with so very much. Tammy