It seems lately, that I am in constant flare mode. I'm feeling like I'm about
to crash, just crashed, or just might be coming out of crash. I can't get more than 1-3 days of "relative" well-being - meaning I might get to the grocery, manage a few chores, get a short walk in - but nothing more, and certainly no traveling or strenuous things like actual gardening (which I miss like crazy). I have to limit my activities so much, and it just doesn't seem to help that much. Maybe the Plaquenil isn't working?
I saw my GP today and he Rx'd Tramadol for pain. I don't do well w/ meds and I don't know if I'll be brave enough to try it. My joints and muscles have been very unhappy for so long now. I felt so much better on Plaquenil for the first couple of months. Then I went into big stress flare, drug flare (Lipitor) and finally a reaction to the mega dose of Vit D, and I can't seem to get back to that place of feeling like things were improving and I might, just might, get a good sized portion of my life back.
I know others are really dealing with difficult situations much worse than mine - so I'm sorry for complaining. I just don't know what to expect or what to do at this point. I hate the thought that this is just the way life is going to be .....
Blechh....Do you all know what I'm talking about - feel similarly? How do you handle it?
Thanks for listening....
Lucy