Posted 3/21/2009 12:48 AM (GMT 0)
Lynnwood,
Thank you for your input. You're correct, ultimately it is my choice and essentially what I was looking for was input from individuals who had tried the med. I wanted to hear their experiences good or bad, because I know there are both out there and then I am going to do just what you suggest follow with my pain doc and discuss how the med made me feel the pro's and con's for me and then the info I have gathered. From there we (my doc and I) will make an educated decision where I will go from here.
I have to say I have not felt this good and been able to function to this degree for so long in years. Yesterday I was able to go get my Goddaughter, we spent the day together, she is 6 yrs old, the kids here are on spring break. We went to a movie (first one I've seen in the movie house in years) then came home and played with all the toys she has at my house. Her mom called about 6 and wanted to come get her, I told her "no, I'm having such a good time, let her spend the night!" It has been over a year since she has been able to spend the night and it breaks my heart because she always asks me "Mimi, when am I going to be able to spend the night again?" See, Mimi (that's me..lol) spoils the heck out of her, and she's so worth it! When I picked her up she had a shirt on that said "Spoiled Rotten by my Mimi" it was adorable! Anyway, my point, I feel fine today and without this med, this would not be possible!
Kookla,
I realize the oxycontin is an addictive drug, I took Norco prior to this and it too is addictive, but the thing is when we live in a world of pain, we have to make choices like this, it's not easy. I'm sorry to hear the med ruined your life and your marriage, and I do appreciate you sharing that. I really think if I work close enough with my pain doc and only take what he tells me to take, nothing more, ever, I will be okay. Also, he told me never to stop the med cold turkey, that's when you get the "addictive" feeling, he said this is a med a person must be tappered off of.
I have never had any kind of addicting habits in my life, not with street drugs (never wanted them, don't ever care to start), not with alcohol or cigerettes, so I am hoping this will be to my advantage and allow me to have a normal relationship with this med. Now, that said, I am not naive enough to know that it can't happen, and if it does I have a great support system in place around me and really feel we can make it through it.
Thank you both for your input.
Melissa