Update on Barb

Barb,

I hope tonight finds you sleeping soundly without pain and with sweet dreams. Think about you on a daily basis and send you strength and prayers.

Easy hugs for you and nice gentle strokes on your forehead that relax you helping you forget your discomfort and bringing sleep to you.

xoxo emmie

Hi Lupus Fighter, Carol, Rosie, Babs, Emmie, and Python:

I'm sorry I dumped on you all. I had a terrible week, I'm so totally fed up with my lupus I could just well you know. I have to say this waiting for my cancer to worsen so that I may attempt a bone marrow transplant is really eating at my nerves. I just want to get on with this you know. I truly believe the lupus and the cancer are feeding off of each other and making me so sick. My Rheumy is so hung up on "doing me no harm", heck I've already been told straight up from the oncologist I'm gonna die if I don't get a bone marrow transplant. I mean I'm really not worried about "HARM"

Anyway, I just wanted to say thanks for caring enough to respond and offer me some comfort. I truly appreciate it. I hope you are all doing ok or are feeling better now. Carol I know you've been really sick and you're in my prayers. You're all in my thoughts and prayers and I truly love you all, you know just what to say. I see the doctor tomorrow so I'll let you know what she has to say. Have a good night and talk to you soon.

Love,
Barb

Hi Barb,

 

I'm with Lynnwood.  Someone needs to step up and do the right thing for you.  You have tremendous patience Barb. What you have to go through each day is a test of incredible patience.  YOU PASS!!! With flying colors.  I know there are days when I'm sure you aren't patient at all.  Completely understandable and acceptable.  You're in my prayers Barb.  Love ya,

 

Ginny